Happiness

Hello Bleeps!

How are you all doing?

I have been having a busy time as usual. Also wrestling with some decisions.

The more I think about it, I would rather be doing IVF than IUI in August. Purely because there would be a better chance of success. However two obstacles stand in my way:

1)      Where are we going to get the money

2)      How am I going to convince my DH.

He is tending towards adoption again. And I am stuck in fertility land. This process is so hard but I know that we will find a solution somehow. I feel so frustrated because time is passing, and I don’t know what to do.

So, on that note I’m going to share a song. I’ve changed some of the words. Alexis Jordan:  Happiness.

Mmm mmm mmm mmm (4x)
I gotta do something now
My fertility is decreasing
Boy this failure is making me sick
Baby I can’t wait to have you near

I gotta hurry hurry hurry
Now quick quick quick
Just step on the gas cause I don’t wanna miss this
This opportunity will only come once in my life, my life

I gotta hurry hurry hurry
Now quick quick quick
Just step on the gas cause I don’t wanna miss this
See what you’re bringing me baby is priceless
I gotta be out of my mind not to try this

Through strength I found love
In time I found myself in happiness with you (x2)

Mmm mmm mmm mmm (4x)
Boy I need to say what’s in my heart
I was scared but I’ll do my part
I came back to tell you face to face
So what we have won’t go to waste

I gotta hurry hurry hurry
Now quick quick quick
Just step on the gas cause I don’t wanna miss this
This opportunity will only come once in my life, my life Yeah

Sorry sorry sorry I’m coming down to fix this
You should know how I feel I know I got you twisted
See what you bringing me boy is priceless
I gotta be out of my mind not to try this

Through strength I found love (2x)
In time I found myself in happiness with you (2x)

I don’t know how we gonna solve this problem
It fades when you’re holding me close
You’re like one of the world wonders
I know I’m going under
Come see that I’m ready for this
And you’re so good for me
You’re my true joy
You make me wanna say

Mmm mmm mmm mmm (4x)
Through strength I found love(2x)
In time I found myself in happiness with you (2x)

Watch the video here on You Tube:

Alexis Jordan – Happiness

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2 Responses to Happiness

  1. Lindi Kriel says:

    Hope you can convince your Hubby about the IVF. Roll on August!

  2. Pingback: Lovin’ A, Mrs. R, and Heather! – Stress Free Infertility

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